Its been 367 days

Just a year ago, we sat in the doctors office, listening to his comments, and suggestions.  I knew where this convo was going, and it went straight there.  Our only hope was IVF. 

Here we are 367 days later, 2 IVF, one FET, one lap, and days of waiting. 

When we left the office that day, I was certain that it would happen within the year.  But no one tells you about all the down time between cycles.  Or the time spending waiting for you body to do something (or not do something).  The waiting is the longest and hardest part.  Everything is time dependent and time only thinks of itself.

Its been a painful 367 days. Hoping, praying, pleading.  I want to be naive and think that in 367 more days, I will have a baby (or be expecting one). But, I know better.  The last 906 days have been a testament to that.