Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Man Down

Nothing hurts worse to an infertile than an announcement of another's pregnancy.  Worse than the needles, worse than the dildo cam when your ovaries are coconuts, worse than the sight of the words "Not Pregnant" on a home test, nothing is as worse.

I'm a nice person, and I try to be cordial, but it just eats me alive.  Here I am 24 months into it and I've got nothing.  I've been to the end of the treatment realm and back and I got nadda (not even a cute t-shirt!).  You wink at your partner and you're knocked up.

I know the hurt is not intentional and there is nothing you nor I could do about it, its just one of those things in life that sucks.

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